MY TIME LINE

I am doing a class called ART FOR GROWTH...... Boy am I going to GROW!!!

I had NO Clue what I was getting myself into???? ALLLLLL This and only the second class.....

Today we did a Time Line of our LIVES

Tears, Fears, Emotions, Emotions, Tears, Joy, Tears, Mourning, Tears. I'm feeling pretty spent from all the emotions that flowed through and out of me but I wouldn't have missed it for the world. MUCH LIKE HOW I FEEL ABOUT MY LIFE.




Mine Time Line started out with sweet pink excitement, enthusiasm then it drops down into FEAR, ANGER, RAGE, VIOLENCE and DEEP DARKNESS.

All while experiencing the JOY and LOVE of my New Born Perfect bundle of girlyness, sweetness, innocence......

Then
Violence.........

More Violence..................

EVEN MORE Violence...............

THEN...................

HELP.......... HELP........... and MORE HELP...............................................

Tall Mountains to climb.
UP, UP,  Higher, and HIGHER, STEEPER and STEEPER Mountains.........

STRUGGLE.............

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Then.....
There is LOVE

Then

There is painful
open 
wounds
that 
BLEED

Smaller 
Hills

Shorter Hills

More Healing

Love

Loss of Love


Mountains to clmb..............

Smaller Mountains to climb. 

Then

Loss of LOVE, Death of Ancestors, friend, Love.

Then............

Cycling, Cycling and MORE Cycling

HEALING HEALING HEALING

Then...........

LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE

Excitement, HIGHS, Moments that make life worth living.

Then..........

Loss of Love

DELIGHT IN DISCOVERING

BACK ON THE BIKE..............

Cycle, Cycle, Cycle

Discover, Discover, Discover...........

HOME IS WHERE My HEART IS...... HOME IS NEW ZEALAND... home is in Holland

Then............

Loss Of LOVE, LOSS of BIG LOVE, DEEP LOVE.......

LOSS OF MOTHERLY LOVE......

Birth of NEW LOVE, sweet innocent LOVE........

BLISS and APPRECIATION and ACCEPTANCE and ANTICIPATION for what is next????? 

ALL GOOD.......

LIFE.....

Dirty, Messy, Complicated, Multidimensional.........

LIFE.

MY LIFE.....

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