It was last Friday and today…
Jordan and I got the "make shift" art studio cleaned up and organized then he painted.. then finger painted… then washed up…..then picnic with Olivia and Diana…THEN…. Playing with animals at Hidden Villa.
Sooo fun to see the baby chicks and baby pigs be one week older.. one week bigger….
I was moving pretty slowly after being sick all night but nothing like an active four year old with ENERGY TO BURN to get me over being sick.

Yesterday afternoon out of the blue and for no reason I started feeling MASSIVE pain in my head…I felt like I might pass out and eventually I did vomit…. YUCK….. on the grass in front of the library…. in PUBLIC… Talk about Vulnerable… I did not have my phone with me..I could not remember anyones phone number?? I was not sure I would be able to drive myself home? I was sweating yet felt cold as ice…I eventually made it home. Dad made me a dose of Castor Oil and sent me to bed.. I felt like CRAP but extremely loved and cared for…This morning the pain in my head is gone, I have my bowls cleaned out and feeling much better…Weak and light headed but sooooo much better….FAROUT…. no idea where the sickness came from? Thank Goodness it is gone and thank goodness for a GREAT Dad who knows Castor Oil solves all problems. He did laugh out loud when he gave it to me…. he knows how powerful it is… He thinks it is funny when it isn't he who is taking it.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iEPbkvhPuRk&noredirect=1

I arrived in California yesterday…. Immediately went to be with Joanie and Grandkids… SWEET…
I've got some ORGANIZING to do!!!! This will be the BEFORE photo…..
I hope before the end of the day tomorrow I will have an AFTER photo done…..
It is ALWAYS harder to organize my own stuff…..
DO I LOVE IT????
DO I LOVE IT????
That is what I ask my clients over and over.. if not.. DO YOU USE IT???
 I'm attempting to be easy on myself.. I gently help my clients through this process so I'm going to be kind to myself….
Hard to get much of anything done in between watching a TORNADO… Sweet Adorable Jordan Conrad Alexander…… and helping Dad find the keys to my car??????? He is 85 now…….

Jordan is crashed out on the floor.. exhausted from a day of cycling to the park… watering the garden, playing like MAD while I attempt to get organized with office internet stuff.. sooo good to have internet after FIVE months!!! Wooo Hooo…. I'm connected again!

The GOOD LONG HUG we had this morning when we first saw each other filled my heart with the GREATEST LOVE imaginable…I tell you… nothing like innocent souls!!!

Sweet Sweet Sweet to See, Feel, Smell Baby Taylor… she has my long fingers.
ABSOLUTLY nothing as sweet as loving, having adventures and being with Tanner John! I sure did miss MY BOYS!!!!!!

Sooooo Happy that Tanner knows his Grandpa Barton…..It breaks my heart that my Mother never meet Tanner.. she would have LOVED him soooooo much.. I know she is sending him good loven from her spirits place.

The day before I left NZ it was misty raining.. lovely… The day I left was the most PERFECT, CALM, CLEAR, Autumn day… hard to leave on such a perfect day….
Hard to leave after re-claiming it as my own.. cutting back the overgrown grounds…Enjoying it in soooo many ways with sooo many friends….
NO doubt about it… I do LOVE my Heaven.. it is MY HOME. 
As is California……I will LOVE and enjoy