Monday November 25, 2013
THE REASON I LIVE IN HEAVEN… YES THE WOP WOPS… The Middle of NOWHERE……
5:40am I woke to the SUNRISE…
The BIRDS Singing….
A STAG in my back yard…..WITH GIANT ANTLERS.. in all the years I have lived here I have only ever seen him two other times, both of which he was in the same place far far away on my neighbors land.. This morning he was at the bottom of my amphitheater… GOOD OMEN I'm SURE…….
I TOTALY Forgot how AMAZINGLY WONDERFUL the clouds are DAILY….
GREAT APPRECIATION…. thanks to my MOTHER.. she LOVED the clouds… "LOOK AT THOSE CLOUDS!!!"
She was known at De Anza Preschool as the teacher that had the kids lay down on their back and look up at the CLOUDS.
I'm NO LONGER Loanly Loansome all by my self…….
CREAM is following me around like a DOG….. She LOVES me still…. even though I left her, ABANDONDED her for 3 1/2 years… She purrs like MAD when I pet her, she seems to forgive me… If she even cared??? Perhaps I put my human "stuff" on her??? I think she is PERFECTLY happy without me in her life.. SHE had NEil for GOD SAKE… She was sleeping under the covers with NEil.. How or WHY would she miss me???? She was well taken care of, Verrrry Well LOVED… I know people who STOP their lives because they CANT LEAVE their DOG… I dont know anyone who feels that way about their Cat?? I am NOT one of those people. Animals are Animals… And YES… I Love them but they are NOT the End All and BE ALL that dictates how I will LIVE my life…. AND I am SOOOO happy that Cream still loves me and is my Companion for NOW.. Yes I am writing about my CAT…..Okay.. I must already be "Around the Bend"…. I remember my sister Jennifer writing about her CAT prior to having Jessica.. I knew when the baby came she would STOP writing about her CAT and write about her BABY… As perdicted it happened. THANK THE GODDESS for our animals in our TIME OF NEED… They are TRULEY Loving beings that give us WARMTH and UNCONDITIONAL LOVE when we need it…….
Single FIFTY Nine year YOUNG female, Mother of 41 year old daughter, GRANDMOTHER to 11 year old Tanner John, 9 year old GRANDAUGHTER Taylor Lee and LAST BUT NOT LEAST GREAT Aunt to 14 year old Jordan (I call him Buddah or Typhoon)